The Alpha Files

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Pre-destionation.
This one is on a more serious note, I have always had trouble with the whole "pre-destionation"
thing. everybody tells me "well, pre-destionation does not exist. God gives us free will." Really?
so how about this. If God knows even the numbers of the hairs on our head. Then he must be able to see into the future, right? So if he can see into the future then he knows the decisions we are going to make. If he knows how we will react to a situation then how do we have "free will"
most people comment on that with "well he doesn't make the chioce for you." No he doesn't, but when he knows what we are going to do, it does not give us the ability to change our mind. Because then we will have pulled a fast one on God, and as you all know that is not possible.

I guess I am throwing this out there hoping for sombody to proove me wrong but no one I know has convinced me yet. The most common response is: "Some things just can't be explained. You should just drop the subject." and I have done just that...until now because I mus t admit it still bugs me sometimes.
I might post a rant later.
Alpha.
Okay here is the rant I just got a phone call (I'm at work by the way.) From some guy, I answered the phone by stating the name of the company,then my name, and threw in a "how may I help you?" just because I am a nice guy. His question threw me off though he asked me if we were open. Uhh.. no I mean is this a trick question or or you that stupid? "No I'm just here because I sleep under my desk (of which I have none.) and uh eatin' some twinkies, So if you want to come down and share a few with me I guess I don't mind...Some people.
I used to work at a fast food/family resturaunt a couple of years ago, and I got this call from some guy (probably the same one) who asked me if we sell "Hot Food"...as opposed to?
"No this is a B.Y.O.M. resturaunt. (bring your own microwave) what a jackass. I swear theese people just sit around thinking up creul ways to insult the working class, while they sit o the crop of our hard work because they are on welfare and have nothing better to do.
maybe I should start doing that, because hey! It's okay to be somebody else (look at the comments on the post were I talk about T-shirts from wall-mart.)

Another thing. Whats with all the gothic people "All is for naught, the only thing certain in life is death, and oh how my soul longs for the grave." shut the hell up. You have not even come close to seeing the worst this world has to offer. The thing of it is, is that theese kids are some rich senators kids who have more than they deserve so to repay their debt to society they become goth. Then they start posting their crappy depressing poetry on some forum. and everyone loves it. All of them are so intoxicated with the fascination of being depressed.
their comments on life are like fingernails in a chalkboard. "My soul mourns and long. for the day when I will be no more." and stupid crap like that. You know what buddy so does mine, how much longer do I have to listen to this? Ok you know what wipe that black nail polish and white make up off of your face (and hands.) and shut up for one second and listen to the birds chirp, or the bubbling brook. That in it's self is something not to be depressed about. and I don't want to here "Yeah well, everything tends toward disorder. Those bird are weeping because they know they don't have long bef-"
You are a dumb ass quit hiding behind your fake curtain and call a spade a spade. Yeah I'll admit this life can be a pretty hard place to live in, but that is no reason to hide behind a false identity.

And for all of you who are not gothic, and sitting there nodding your head like a judgemental asshole... you are no better thats right we all hide behind something at one point in time it might be working out, eating junk food, locking yourself up in your room, acting like a tough guy,you could even be like that free-thinker guy who hides behind "being some one else" Then there is me I hide Behind sarcasim and smart assy jokes when I am out of my comfort zone. So the moral of this story is...um...quit overamping the crappy things that happen in this life and be happy that you are more than most things o this earth... for instance a French person.
Alpha.

posted by Ben Alpha @ 12:26 PM

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